I can’t believe it. 2026 is upon us already. Only yesterday it was my birthday (November) and then Christmas (December) and I’m writing my resolutions for the new year now!
My top plans for this year are:
Post on Substack twice a month
I have created a great haven of words and thoughts and will be posting more of them. I hope to continue for a few more years.
Read more self help books
I found reading self help books interesting. I found after reading I developed more skills I didn’t have and my general knowledge increased too.
Read up about religion
I have always been a Christian but never understood it. I want to get into researching more about faith – starting with a self help style Christianity book.
Become a happier person
I think of myself as a nice person but I tend to think negatively instead of the bright side. I want to practice being more “positivity” often.
Start up yoga or pilates
I’ve always wanted to try this before as I’ve heard it’s good for pain, anxiety and back trouble.. all of which I have.
Meet friends & family more often
Something I have been neglecting over the past two years, that I wish to sort out. I want to start meeting up with friends more and go to more events and days out places.
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My love letter to Xena (Xena turns 30), from an old fan
In September 2025 Xena Warrior Princess turned 30. I still remember when it was on TV in the 1990s to early 00s. I loved it then & I love it now. I’ve always been a fan!
[image from Google search “Xena”] As a child and teenager I was completely obsessed with Xena. I used to tune into Sky one when it was on TV and bought the entire box set on both VHS (yes I’m that old) and many years later on DVD..
Lucy Lawless played the title character in the US fantasy series and her partner Gabrielle is played by Renee O Connor. The hit show aired from 1995 to 2001.
Lucy Lawless is a childhood hero of mine, I even fancy dressed as Xena once, for Halloween or something similar.
Xena warrior princess was a big part of my life because I found the main characters strong, independent women that I could look up to. I also enjoyed the show itself for its many storylines.
It helped the show with more serious topics played out with sensitivity, that echoes modern day & there were some comedy moments too. Not forgetting my favourite episode ever. The musical based episode: “the bitter suite”
Overall my experience with Xena was a positive one and made me the proud, ambitious woman I am today. Always striving for my next goal to accomplish.
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Having a blog break/Started a Substack
Hello.
It’s been a long time since I wrote a post on here and felt I owed you an update since 2021/22. I now no long work in my local library and looking actively for another volunteer position local.
I have decided this will sadly be my last post on this blog for a while, however you will be able to keep reading my content already posted and archives.
Also just incase you want to keep in touch via reading my work online, I have created recently an educational and writing based account.
I didn’t come to this conclusion lightly but I decided a Stubstack account is capable, in the long run, of furthering my career and education.
For those of you that are unaware of Substack , it is a website for people to join and read articles. Some free, some paid in a monthly subscription. My article to start up with will be free.
For those who don’t know my future goals, I am interested to a studying for. BA or Bsc degree and a job as a paid fiction writer from home.
I want to thank all my readers and people who have been reading my 5 year journey into blogging so far, and will be here when I come back!
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Update 2020-2022 … FINALLY!
A new blog post… FINALLY. It’s been over a year, right? Maybe even 2 years.
So here goes. An update…
I am in the process of finding myself & purpose in life. I am thinking of starting up Yoga & meditation but I am still not sure how to go about it – as it’s all new to me. All I know is it’s meant to have many health benefits. I’ve also found over the past few years I have gained a few stone & lost some weight in lockdown but I have become more motivated to get fit & healthy which I want to do in the next few years!
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So, what have I been up to over the last few years?
I’ve been to a few events over the last year but the main thing that happened to me was in July 2021 I broke my ankle and had to have surgery and learn to walk on it again. It’s 50% fixed now, but still plays up sometimes, by that I mean it gets stiff occasionally and my walk isn’t right. I’m considering rebreaking it and starting with physio to get me back walking 100% normal again.
Other than breaking my ankle in 2021,
I managed my way through lockdown in 2020. Lockdown was a struggle for me a social bee who loved meeting up with friends regularly. Not being able to pop out for coffee or drinks and food was a nightmare. I did have one socially distanced meeting outside with my best friend. Also on the 75th anniversary of VE DAY, I celebrated in a street party with neighbors.. socially distanced, but it was still fun with music, drinks & dancing outside.
How did I cope with the lockdown? With friends who weren’t nearby or I couldn’t meet at that time. I relied on social media and video calling like Zoom, Google Meet & Facebook Video chat. Over Christmas time all of my friends got in a big group chat & organized a Christmas quiz with drinks, at home over Facebook Video. I was last at the quiz, I’m always rubbish at quizzes but it was great fun.
This may not seem like much as I struggled through the lockdown but also gained great memories too. Other than the ones mentioned already, there was; a clap for the NHS, Queues outside shops, face masks, and loads of other stuff. I managed to lose about a stone that year by going for long walks around the block & the local park.
Lockdown was a different time,
I don’t think it will ever happen again in my lifetime.Take Care,
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New Years Resolutions 2021
One of the things I always forget to do, is make a New Years Resolutions and even when I do make them, I nearly always forget to fulfil it. So as a fresh start in 2021, I am going to write it down on this blog so I can’t wimp out. Here are all my goals for this year…
- KEEP UP WITH CLEANING & TIDYING UP (weekly)
I am the worst for not tidying up until I need to, I have discovered I love tidying and home comforts (which I wil be adding to this blog too) I always need to have a plan in mind first. I can never tidy aimlessly, I need a goal & use MRS HINCH LISTS!
- MEET FRIENDS & FAMILY MORE, OR KEEP IN TOUCH.
I’m hoping that when lockdowns or restrictions in my area have eased off I will be able to meet up with friends again and enjoy their company once more. If restrictions aren’t loosened or if either me or my friends are in lockdown, I still want to video chat more with them and keep up with their lives too… even if one of my besties lives in England, I’m from Wales, UK, by the way!
- KEEP MY DIARY/CALENDAR UPDATED (daily).
I have a terrible habit of not keeping diaries updated after the first few months. This year I want to look in 2022 & see where I went right or wrong in the year and make resolutions based on the previous year. I think it is useful for organising your life and making plans, even if it is just ZOOM!
- BLOG TWICE (or more) A MONTH
I have been known for not blogging for over 6 months (especially with Covid around, I felt like I had nothing to blog about, which is lieees!). This year I vow to write more regularly on my blog!
- KEEP UPTO DATE WITH COVID NEWS (weekly)
I’m known for ignoring COVID updates and I think this is a bad idea, as it has changed everyone’s lives. This year I’m going to start watching updates whenever I can to be more knowledgeablee!
- WRITE OVER 1,000 WORDS ON “The Dark Man Novel”.
Last year like I said I had a down year, with my mental health playing up slightly due to the COVID restrictions and not being able to do things I would like. This effected my writing terribly as I felt slightly depressed and got “imposter syndrome” – this meant I felt like I couldn’t write anymore & what I had wasn’t my own as I wasn’t good enough to write. I want to change this in 2021
I hope that list of resolutions work well for me this year and I get to achieve them all, but this now brings the list to a close, as I have run out of things to add. I hope you enjoy this new rebrand as much as I do, as it was a big decision to start a new name, with my old blog.
Love,
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Flash Fiction – “The Window”
405 words. (trigger warning – mental health & incl. potential illness)
By Danielle Mcdowall
FEBRUARY: The night was dark, it was cold, and there was a fog outside. She sat calmly looking out the window again. It was the last night of the month and a man was walking down the road with a dog, a puppy perhaps, it was hard to tell from the distance that she was stood.
LAST DECEMBER: It was 6 pm and dark. She looked once more and there was a figure on the floor, the person’s face wasn’t visible but whoever it was looked out of place. Who was it & why was he or she there? She fell asleep easily and looked once more when waking up, she looked at her watch it was quarter past 3 in the morning and there was another man, older & stockier stood there facing her window, hiding his face.
The woman was living alone and started to question her sanity.
“Am I imagining these figures?”
“I am alone in this house and I have no one to call”
“Should I confront them? Or deny they turned up?”
“…and if they even exist, why are they here?”
“Do I know you from somewhere?”
“WHO ARE YOUUUUU……?”LAST MARCH: she looked out the window once more and there was nothing but cars and concrete. Was it all in her mind? had she created these images? or was it too much vodka? she didn’t drink.
LAST JULY: she looked out the window at a blank canvas. What that was once there, stood still. There no movement. Silence except for a black cat running silently across the road, looking for a mouse. The birds sat on the roof, ready for the morning. All that was there, had vanished.
“Will they ever return?” she asked.
“Did they ever exist?” she asked again.
LAST SEPTEMBER: she was alone, the TV had broken and there was no-one to call.
“Is there anybody out there?” she cried.
There was no reply. There was a silence, in the deep dark room, she started to look outside,
“Maybe I can find a friend from the outside of this house.”
“No one knows me”
LAST OCTOBER: She needed her meds. She had stopped taking them. She was not alone. She was where she belonged. Safe. The voices in her head didn’t exist, or the figures outside. The silence was deafening but she was finally at peace.
“They don’t exist, I DO”
